What is life? Confusion?

When the stage curtains close,
You get an adrenalin dose,
Photographers everywhere, awaiting your finale pose,
They ask you to smile for the camera,
Be as sweet as a candy bar...
Then it's over;
When you thought it was just beginning,
That disappointment you feel,
Is it you or is it just your surrounding,
Or is it just the mood?
What you seeked wasn't fame,
What you wanted was just in a frame,
Nothing's changed,
Everything is the same.
When does time stop,
To let you reflect upon yourself?
Oh wait, it doesn't; you multitask.
When the days are fine,
Happiness is only seen with a blind eye,
Whilst the inner of you, lets out a silent cry...
All you want to do, is just to die.
What do you call this?
A dilemma?
But to what extend does this impact affect your lives?
When you're just trying to go through day by day,
Just trying to get by,
No one knows the discomfort,
No one knows the twirlled up feeling,
No one knows the pent up anger,
No one knows how anxious I am,
My secret was kept,
Only for me to know,
Then I opened up,
Secrets untold, finally arised,
The attentive eyes,
That awaited...
Just like a story,
Being told.
The sacrifices,
The time given up,
Tons of things, I put them behind,
For what purpose?
For what reason?
Till this day,
Is it worth it...
So maybe now you know,
A piece of the real story,
You think you know me,
You think you knew me,
But how much do you know?

*Just let it be. Cry alone, hit the wall, break a glass and watch the blood flow. Make sure you give your all, so you feel much better. Scars are for you to remember, and learn. If you can, just let it be. It has never been easy, and it's not about to start today.