I demand thy true name; the one who barks up wrong trees.


I worked my butt off today. Running here and there. Before I knew it, it was already 4pm. By then, I felt light headed -.- Mentos + Extra = Sugar. Yeah, I rely on sweets at times like these. Oh, and I forgot all about the 'puasa' season that I "accidentaly" drank water in front of my colleague :P In slow motion, I realized what I was doing, and quickly turned the other way, and choked on my water. Then, I smiled at her, and apologized :)

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Moriyama sensei wa tottemo omoshiroi no hito desu. Itsumo kurasu de minna san to isshoni warawaremasu. Oshieru no hou hou jouzu dashi, ii kooki wo tsukeru dashi, ii personality mo irushi. Kono sensei wa, tomodachi te kanji.

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I went to this shop after I exited the place with a hospital scent. The first noise I heard was a cat's miao. It disturbed me to not know where that sound came from and it seemed like no one cared. I had a feeling it was trapped under some baskets. :( poor thing.

Bananas hanging up in the ceiling. First timer for me.
Normally, I only see lanterns hanging up the ceiling.
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They sell papayas too ;)
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During the ride home, I saw a cresent moon. Sadly, it was too blur, dark and far away.
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What does this look like to you?
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I spotted a mirror. Well, more like a reflective surface. Things like these are dangerous! They pull you like a magnet.

Do unto others, what you want others to do unto you doesn't apply to everything. A polite response, responded with an arrogant-like response; where's the maturity in that? So shallow, so shallow.

Hell is a bitchy way.


I didn't sleep early, because someone *shushhes*. Anyway, I woke up a zombie, and ready to kill, literally. I felt as if the sun's too bright and hot when there was actually no sun; I felt as if going for badminton was unecessary waste of energy; I felt butterflies in my stomach, which I found no reason to have had; I felt bloated which I thought must have been the sleeping issue.

But somehow, when I stepped into the court, I felt alert. My senses were cast out, in every corner, analyzing the venue. Like stepping into an alien territory. So weird, I know. Luckily, my brother wasn't in the mood to quarrel with me; for once he actually played a rally with me without nonesense.

On the way back, this caught my eye. Lol. See if you notice.

No? Squint your eyes and look! How could you miss such a poor thing?
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Such cruelty exists! Why do they want to torture that puuurrrr teddy bear when it is meant for hugging and admiring?! Though, I found it funny :p I bet it was golden light brown when it was first purchased, and now it's become something dark brownish. I hope you R.i.p, if ever one day you just unhook yourself from the bumper and end up on the highway road. I pray that if you were to get squashed, you'll get an honorary runover by a BMW convertible :(

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Anyway, got my certification for the marathon today. It'll be compulsary for me to participate in their 10km next year :( Noooo, so far; so distant; so tiring. booO! :p
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I'll admit this is kind of bad. Humiliating that I got 92nd out of thousands? =\
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But look at the bright side, if my brother can finish it in 33mins, why can't I? :p watch your arse Daryl.
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Don't waste my time with nonsential babblings.

"You can only wish that you had what you think you've said."

Toodeelahs :)

Their words don't scare me a single bit :)


I'm too lazy to blog about the movie (sophie scholl, in case you've forgotten). So I'm going to wrap it up with a few pics. The usual. Boredom breeds vanity; sweet sin.

From soil to trees;
Honey and bees,
You think you are all that,
While truthfully, inside, you are the real cat.
Hypocrisy; you contradict,
Your mind- slick,
Who you are;
Who you really are,
Who you can be;
An eye who sore eyes,
I shall say no more.
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My dear Emmeryse (honestly, I forgot how to spell your name :( but I can pronounce!)
A born poser, I tell you. If you don't see it in the picture; meeting her in person will reveal all :p
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Everyone wants a bit of her. (I'm serious; it was like a paparazi scene) Including me :) I sayang you, my dear.
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"Later you must change back ahhh!", said he who owns Debbie.
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I wonder if I'll look like this if an artist sketched me onto artblock.
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Candy goes to the person who can guess whether this is me waking up, or going to bed. ;)
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"Can't handle me alone; bring in your allies. Words don't affect me; visual effects has no significant conclusions. Reason with content, not copy from a context. Bring it on."

|| I've been violated by small kids aged 4-7 today. They touched everything. Only my boobs were saved from the trauma. Coz they were shorties! Haha. Kids these days. Tsk tsk. ||

Embracing you, embracing me.

I'm supposed to blog about Sophie Scholl; a german movie I watched. But it isn't complete and I can't leave my blog stagnant anymore. It has a life, and it's life is driven by me. So it resembles me, and therefore I can't leave it stagnant. Or I'll be deemed as a stagnant person. //wtf

Uncle's birthday was on Sunday :) Went to eat at a steamboat restaurant, which had a mixture of vegetarian food and food for carnivorous people. Ie: Vonne :p Our table made the most noise and there was a slight episode of food wars coz the other table stole our noodles! So my couz declared war, lol. He rejected their offer to return the noodles, cooked; he said it was second hand, not the same anymore; he merajuk-ed: all in a humorous kind of way. But when the other table finally offered him some meehon and eggs, he became soft and called a truce. Dictator my ass. Show no weaknesses! :p

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I sympathize with those who got affected by the recent earthquake. 7.9 on the ritcher scale; quite a big impact. I can't help but think that we (Malaysia) are neighboring close to Sumatra but yet still within the safe zone. As of now, we already feel the shakiness of the tremors on our own land- what more will happen within the next 10 years? I strongly believe that this is one of the effects of global warming. Do something while you can, today. Maybe during the period of a decade (if you're still alive), you can live to see SOME change.

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My room's air-cond is down. I am having trouble sleeping because it get kinda humid in the middle of the night. I guess I'm finally desperate enough to tell my mom that my air cond broke. Hope she gets a new one :D New, powerful, full blast air cond. Heaven +_+

Mmkay, I'm getting tired. Pics once again. Scroll down if you're not not a stupid person.
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Daydreaming about loves.
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Ohhh, Tacker. How much I like thee :) I should introduce you to Grubby.
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This is a result of one walking; tripping; and falling down on one's knees -.-
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That time in the mall; you & me in the dressing room :)
-Hinder

<3 babykins.

Class tmr. Dreading to memorize :( Gurrr, me no likey kanji.

Will reality deceive me, again?


Glances at first sight,
Holding back temptations with might,
Hearts flutter in secret,
Surrender, surrender,
Don't wonder,
And thus, hearts became one.

Journey along the crowd,
Playful times spelt- loud,
Memories kept within a book,
Don't peek, don't peek,
It's each other we seek.

Candles lit,
The scent of chocolate lingers in the air,
Wax dripped from the candles,
Smiles engraved on her lips,
She sang though he couldn't hear,
He blushed; smiled,
The best episode so far, compiled.

Dumbass.

Retarded.

Reluctant.
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It's too bad you can't taste it.
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Happy Birthday to you Hun :D

x0x0-*

When food isn't enough but only silence falls through.

It is ironic how once bad things happen, the bad omens follow suit. But then again, we try not to let ourselves get influenced by "signs of fate, destiny, karma, etc". Sure, when good things happen, we believe that it's karma. But it doesn't really apply otherwise. Who wants/desires bad stuff to happen to them anyway? Suicidal people, maybe, but in majority, we all love blessings.

When you look at me, I'm sure some of you judge from my first impressions to my looks to my body language. But if ever I were to do something that no one thinks it's rational; everyone is against it; no one understands why I do it; or it's just plainly too much to sacrifice, would you try and get to know me, or just give up? Would you still stick by and be my friend?

I look at myself and think of the sacrifices I've made, and I look at the others who have done the same. I look at myself and think of the awful saddening moments, and I think of the people that have no homes. That's why, I constantly tell myself to keep sane; that's why I do the things I do. And that is why some people don't get me because to them, all of the above are gibberish.

Anyway, my babe Amy & I had some fun @ Pyramid. So let's get to it ;)
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We're friendly people :)
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And here comes the toilet scenes.

Drinking lattes make you shit.
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Do not peep.
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This girl is high on coffee.
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I snapped her first!! Me me me me!
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But she got me anyway =(
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Trying to fit my head inside that small box. God knows people put their shoes in there. Ew! :p
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This is eerie ya'll. The duck kidnapped me. But he looked so innocent right?! Beware please, all you ladies.
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But somehow he likes Amy T_T
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Huggss to you babe :)
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Acting like a mannequin.
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Look alike lol! You da bomb babe! Almost alike :P
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Testing out the atmosphere, the cam, and the mirror.
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Well, I guess that is all. Amy didn't send me pics of her sitting on the toilet bowl and some others! Nyahahha :p I hope there is next time. And of course MORE time so we can do more things =) Hope to see you soon.

We're hiking up Maxwell Hill right?! :)

Got a headache now. Toodlas fer two-night.

The cuts remind me of how strong I've become.

Before I go in full throttle about my night at the mall I would like to present to you a short incident.
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Is this blood? Who's? Why is it smudge on the fabric?
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Oh no! There's actually blood.
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Gosh. What could have caused this disguting looking BIG wound?
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So, yeah. That's my knee. Gross I know. Picture this:-
That's (see below) a clothes hanger by the way. I remember vividly how it was so obviously placed on the sofa but yet I joyfully jumped on it knee first. Why? Why was I so eager to jump on the sofa? I'll tell you in a bit. After that one moment of cold numb pain, I thought that it would cease but to my surprise, it bled. A cut with skin peeling and a blueblack feeling.
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The culprit.
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This was the cause.

That's a snail without a home. And we(bro&I) were trying to make him/her(how do you check a snail's gender?) one. This was what I was rushing to look at.
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I didn't know snails could live without their shell. So, it was surprising to me, at least. And God, it moved soooo-o-oo slowly -.-
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My brother just HAD to turn it upside down. Cruel human.
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The end.

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During work. Well, this is part of work.
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"It is a potrait of strength, that doesn't appeal on the outside.
Judge me if you like. But that doesn't make you right."

:)

Unvarnished love


People were leaving, shops were closing, electricity turned off; the pyramid that clouds with darkness. Stores were out of bounds and people were exiting but we were entering the mall at 10.15pm. What were these 2 girls up to? Well, I'll tell you in my next post. Hahaha! Amy & I had a blast :) Just so you know, girlfriends are hard to keep mmkay ;p

But more of that, another day, another time.
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Damn emo waiting for the cab. knnccb, he took forever to come.
At first, 7 mins. Then, it changed to another 5 mins. Which later on became another 10 mins. Do your math.
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Up close and personal.
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Oh, then =\ it rained. I locked myself outside my house and was too lazy to unlock everything. So, I braced that cold outside. Thank goodness it wasn't a "hurricane" like storm.
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Meet Amy :)
Iced caramel latte hasn't taste this good in a long time.
And babe, you can be my food tasting partner la. Since we both love to eat right? :D
xoxo

Hah! This is only like the beginnings of mischiev. Sneak preview a bit first ;p
(gosh, just thinkin about it makes me laugh my arse off)
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"Sometimes its not you, it's just the situation that looks unconvincing."
- whoamikidding

Who wants to go shopping with muah? Since my mom, is too busy and she probably can't endure the stamina spent walking around a mall. Gosh woman, you're outta shape! :p

xoxo teddykins*

Flame something worth flaming.

Continuation of Emerge '07. The finale was more than I could have expected. At first when Pastor Kong said that the service will be longer during the finale, I was expecting myself to fall asleep or something. To my surprise, I took it much too seriously! It was anything but boring :) The lights created such a colorful atmosphere that it lifted my spirits higher! Shout like no ones' business; scream as if you are letting go; cheer for encourgement.

Fashion shows presented the 'Streets of Tokyo'. Awesome harajuku cosplays! So interesting. Wished I was the model representing the gothic lollitas. :p Dark desire lol.

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Flaunting it.

Cybershot is teh best lah I tell you. With my hp, I couldn't have gotten this pic.
(Somehow, samsung cams are sensitive to lights like these)
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2 nights before. O'school ya'll ;) Hip hop dance team from Singapore!
You guys rock :)
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Team MONASH! Lol. In the end, they manage to get off the "last place" category :P
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The Assassin. Best presenter I'd say. Got drama and all ;p
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Gothic.
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The transformation! Geisha-like.
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They were jumping! Seeeee properly mmkay -.-
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The ending showcase! All the college/uni supporters stood up on their chairs and cheered.
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Taking photos on stage :)
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Everyone became cam-whorers on this auspicious day.
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Juneee darlll! So happy to see you again after so long :) After your exams, we go makan kay!
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Assassin got killed by his own weapon. TRAGIC I tell you, TRAGIC!
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I have no idea why he posed like "Hi!" lol. Still, the costume looks cool.
(All designed by students mmkay, not BOUGHT)
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She's my fav.
(sorry it's a bit dark. Lighting probs)
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Post confrence euphoria. Break dancing, headstands, group pics.

(Speaking of which, TIM don't forget to send group pics to muah!)

Emerge was awesome. That's all I can say. Emerge Singapore next year! Anyone interested to create a dance team? :p