Life, Love, Lies.

Different Day - State of shock.


Can I trust you'll go away
If I'm to say, I'm okay
Just let me bleed on my own
And I will find my way home

Cause the sad sad side of it all
Is you don't remember
Being a breath away from death
The sad sad side of it all

And maybe, on a different day
I'd let the rain, wash this away
But it's just too late
The sad sad side of it all
Is you don't remember

This key cannot be re-cut
Cause my hearts been sealed shut
And if our paths cross again
I'll turn and walk away

Cause the sad sad side of it all
Is you don't remember
Being a breath away from death
The sad sad side of it all

And maybe, on a different day
I'd share the blame I'd share the pain
But it's just too late
And maybe, on a different day
I'd let the rain wash this away
But it's just too late
The sad sad side of it all
Is you don’t remember
Being a breath away from death
The sad sad side of it all

Is you're looking around lost
Just trying to find your way
Looking around lost
Just trying to find your way home

xx

Went to Forever 21 to kill time before the modelling briefing. I was so bored I went over the limit of taking clothes to try on. I took about 20 -.- but could only go in with 5 at a time. Oh wells, at least they didn't ask me to put it back. Btw, that girl who tended to me as a customer was super emo on that day. Don't know what's her problemo but she kinda made me emo as well -.- Funny how body language can work.

Things girls do inside changing rooms ;p Me likey this. But don't know if it's still there today, cause I didn't bring enough money to purchase it on that day :(
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Some previews of the pics I took during the hair do make up process. SOME only mmkay. Cause I didn't bring a camera (I know right) and therefore had to rely on other people for pictures :) Will post more when it's up.

Warning: It's a pretty scary get up. So brace yourself.
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What they wanted to do before the real day.
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Tranformed into this one, which I liked better :)

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My stylist's design/masterpiece.
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Random.
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Okay, that's about it, lol. Potong stim right? Only like 4 pictures. But that's all I got for you. Wait for more pictures to stream their way into my facebook, then I'll post it up. Until then, patience, little one.

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Thing's I'll never say - Avril Lavigne.

I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin' to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
And I'm searching for the words inside my head

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah..

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out, we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

If I could say what I wanna say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

(What is)What's wrong with my tongue?
These words keep slipping away
(I stutter)I stutter (I stumble)I stumble like I've got nothing to say

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

[Verbal Acoustics]

I guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

These things I'll never Say..

Guess who's the cheeky, sleeping beside me?

xx, <3