Life, Love, Lies.

Different Day - State of shock.


Can I trust you'll go away
If I'm to say, I'm okay
Just let me bleed on my own
And I will find my way home

Cause the sad sad side of it all
Is you don't remember
Being a breath away from death
The sad sad side of it all

And maybe, on a different day
I'd let the rain, wash this away
But it's just too late
The sad sad side of it all
Is you don't remember

This key cannot be re-cut
Cause my hearts been sealed shut
And if our paths cross again
I'll turn and walk away

Cause the sad sad side of it all
Is you don't remember
Being a breath away from death
The sad sad side of it all

And maybe, on a different day
I'd share the blame I'd share the pain
But it's just too late
And maybe, on a different day
I'd let the rain wash this away
But it's just too late
The sad sad side of it all
Is you don’t remember
Being a breath away from death
The sad sad side of it all

Is you're looking around lost
Just trying to find your way
Looking around lost
Just trying to find your way home

xx

Went to Forever 21 to kill time before the modelling briefing. I was so bored I went over the limit of taking clothes to try on. I took about 20 -.- but could only go in with 5 at a time. Oh wells, at least they didn't ask me to put it back. Btw, that girl who tended to me as a customer was super emo on that day. Don't know what's her problemo but she kinda made me emo as well -.- Funny how body language can work.

Things girls do inside changing rooms ;p Me likey this. But don't know if it's still there today, cause I didn't bring enough money to purchase it on that day :(
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Some previews of the pics I took during the hair do make up process. SOME only mmkay. Cause I didn't bring a camera (I know right) and therefore had to rely on other people for pictures :) Will post more when it's up.

Warning: It's a pretty scary get up. So brace yourself.
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What they wanted to do before the real day.
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Tranformed into this one, which I liked better :)

I <3 style="font-weight: bold;">:)
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My stylist's design/masterpiece.
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Random.
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Okay, that's about it, lol. Potong stim right? Only like 4 pictures. But that's all I got for you. Wait for more pictures to stream their way into my facebook, then I'll post it up. Until then, patience, little one.

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Thing's I'll never say - Avril Lavigne.

I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm tryin' to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
And I'm searching for the words inside my head

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah..

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good it's just a waste of time
What use is it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out, we're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

If I could say what I wanna say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

(What is)What's wrong with my tongue?
These words keep slipping away
(I stutter)I stutter (I stumble)I stumble like I've got nothing to say

'Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it
Yeah...

[Verbal Acoustics]

I guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

These things I'll never Say..

Guess who's the cheeky, sleeping beside me?

xx, <3

Wounded soldiers needing healing.


"I finally know just what it means to let someone in. To see the side of me that no one does or ever will."

xx

One month of nocturnal activity does take a toll on your body. But alas, I am used to it as it happens seasonally.

I've just been too lazy to blog, albeit promising that I will 'update soon'. As you can see, that 'soon' period is today. Having to wait 2 months for an exam results really is a bummer. It doesn't kill time any faster, nor does it do any good if we end up contemplating over all the fails, passes or HD. But whatever, what is done is past.

Anyway, this is a self-proclaimed update, so obviously I have to produce something worthy of looking at lah, right?

I have...

been travelling.

been dancing my ass off.

been meeting new people.

been manja-ing.

been MJ-ing. (Micheal Jackson, if you really don't know)

been celebrating.

been gala dinner-ing.

been movie-ing.

been loving.

been a lot of things lah okay -.-

Let them pictures speak their thousand words.

Perak Mission Trip

Lol, love this. We are just too damn awesome, right?!
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Well, being awesome also meant getting stranded at a roadside in Sitiawan, Perak because our 'transport' was at an undisclosed workshop, without our acknowledgement. Hence the birth of SLK gang. Special Little Kelisa. We had to fit 7 of us into a Kelisa.
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This is us being awesome in P.E positions because the room was meant for babies only. Therefore the lack of space for giants like us to sit in :D
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Kedah Mission Trip

Jeng jeng jeng :) Let me tell you a story of us being stranded (I know right? Why are we always stranded somewhere -.-) in Puduraya bus station.

Basically, we got tickets to go to Sungai Petani, Kedah. Whence we reached this run down place (Puduraya), we were told to wait, etc and the bus co-ordinator will escort us to the platform.

Okay, here's the part where you are supposed to predict the outcome.

And yes, you guessed it right.

The bus left 20 minutes after the guy told us wait diligently. We, the stranded-ians (yes yes, my short form, deal with it) were told to wait for a 3 o clock (AM, mind you) bus. But seriously, we we all thinking that this dude was trying to con us. Gawd, did he think that we were thatttt thick.

Turns out, we were right about being conned. There was never a 3AM bus but his pride kept him from telling us the truth and thus his reason that the 3AM bus was delayed was because there was a jam. Come on. Seriously? A traffic JAM, at 3AM? Slap me twice and tell me I'm not hearing that bullshit. We spent 3 hours talking, and another 2 after we found out we got conned. Finally, our lawyer-to-be, Emloyd, confronted a policeman and told our story.

Okay lah, this is where it gets complicated. You get the gist.

Anyway, we waited at Puduraya for almost 7 hours, STANDING. Why didn't we sit? Oh wells, there were people sleeping on all the benches. And also, we didn't want to sit on a cockroach infested floor. Sigh.

Thus, ends this tragic tale.

But in the very end, we got there safe though exhausted. Thanks to Eric's dad who took care of us so nicely. Thank you UNCLE!

We got so tired, that the slightest feeling of comfort and relaxation was enough to put us all in total bliss *cue heavens light*
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And this, people, was how excited we were, before the tragic tale.
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Credits to the cool photographer :)
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Picture with the awesome stomp-ers and of course, Shawn :)
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Say "I love durian"
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PUSH @ Sunway Uni College

Then there was the P.U.S.H event. Quite last minute, but fun nonetheless :)

Is this the one with our cool pose? Lol, I really don't know :p
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Can you spot me. Seriously.
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Chc's 8th Anniversary Dinner :)

Cannot see the dress properly, but you get the picture lah. Thanks Jeff for picking this *$* dress for me :p
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With dear Jda :) Love you babe.
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Getting it on with the stage :) Thanks Alvin.
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What you're bound to get after the gala :)

The head is immobile. But still able to smile, haha.
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That's all for now. I'm really too lazy and pissed off now, to blog any further.

xoxo.

Taking chances.


What's up peep-holes :D

It's the 13th. Marks eventful memories and *censored* confessions. Stuff you don't wanna know :p

*Prances with pom poms around*

1,2,3 action!

Knight in black armor.


*hyperventilates*

Yo muh hommies (that didn't come out right, did it..) Let's try it again. What's up people (peep-hole. Sorry, it kind of sounded like that.)

Do you guys watch Knight Rider? For those who watched the original version when you were younger, that's one of them. There is also another one (remake or not, I don't know lah okay); Knight Rider 2008.

So, you'd be assuming that I'm in it for some hot guy or girl, but whatever. I'm talking about KITT, the awesomely beawesome car. As some of you love luxury cars like Ferrari, Maserati, Porche, Audi, etc, I am now loving the Ford Mustang Shelby GT500KR!
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Sarah Graiman (Lead actress)
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Micheal Knight (Lead male)
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This is the how the mustang looks in real life :D
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This is KITT in Knight Rider.
*Big-eyed and drooling*
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Heart rate: 200/60 GOD YOU HANDSOME THING!
*attempts to start a KITT fanclub*
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Can I ride you please :)
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So, who needs a luxury car when you can have KITT?
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In this form:

Weapon armor! No bullets, lightning, bombs, etc can destroy you! He has access to the satellite, a hacking programe, firepower and a weaponary system, awesome rims, auto-pilot system, etc! Plus, KITT talks. He talks like a very intelligent human being :D

You're awesome KITT :D


*End of fantasy*

Kay, on a more realistic note, I have an English Paper tomorrow. To make things worse, I have to walk from KLCC to BC :( with period cramps. God please help me. Got a lot of cars to evade and wide roads to cross!

Okay, I'm off to write essays -.-

Goodnight ;)

Whenever you call.


Happy Mother's Day,
to all the awesome mummies in the world, and if yours isn't awesome, well... I'd wish you anyway. All mom's deserve a break mmkay :)

So, prior to the mummy's celebration, my brother, my cousins and I decided to throw some party at my grandmama's house; a surprise party at that. Therefore, my bro and I went to Pyramid on Thursday, to get some presents and liquor lol.

We bought wine, a T-shirt, and some delicious swiss chocolate. Now, it's only 3 items right? Guess how long we took to fulfill the shopping list? - that's right, more than 3 hours. One hour for each item? Crazy. Bakabakashi. Gila. Michyuhsuh. Yes, it's 'crazy' in 4 languages.

So, off we went, innocently to window shop; eventually getting lost, and having to turn to the directory like more than 5 times. So, yeah, we got lost. Anyway, we managed to buy the Yellow Tail Australian wine; it tasted alright :)

At the wine cellar. Trying to camwhore as fast as I could, cause I think that they didn't allow picture taking? :P
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One of which we considered.
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Trying to get aunty clothes for my mom, Lol. As a joke of course.
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She likes purple, so what to do.
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Got tired of walking; decided to take a donut break at J&co.s
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Evidence.
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Then my brother went to look at his guy clothing, etc and I got bored, cause it was practically just sports attire. Tried to make a goldfish face, but er, came out wrong. Thus, this retarded photo.
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Camera was having some kind of PMS day -.-
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Major PMS.
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Secretly taken, lol.
Gawd, if he knew...
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Spotted this guy playing the piano who looks like my ex-electone teacher. Got some photographer there also, snapping away!
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This is a drink you have to taste if you want to allow yourself to be westernized :D
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Sick and tired. Seriously, I look like I'm gonna pass out any moment.
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but then...
the parents wanted to have bak kut teh. Who in the world could refuse bak kut teh? So, I kept myself wide awake, by drinking hot tea. But in the end, I kong-ed in the car.
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Black Day (it's politics, go read.)
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Came back dead lor.
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Anyway, the celebration was a success. Albeit all the laughter and made-obvious suspicions, I think we'll never be successful in terms of cooking up a flawless crime :p It is near impossible! Haha. But it was great, and funny. Food was well, asian. And, best of all, I would like to nominate my cousin for 'The cheapster' Award this Mother's Day 2009. He wrapped a box of tissue nicely in wrapping paper, and tried to pass it off as a present to the mom who gets his unfortunate number. Lol :D

Mmkay, I'm tired. Exam in 3 days, and I'm biting the ends of my nails.
God help us all.

Oyasuminasai minna :)

Inner child.


Yo people :)

Exams are around the corner, and I'm just dreading it. One paper is freaking 8am in the morning :/ Who in the world wakes up THAT early for an exam paper. I hope my brain works despite the cold morning weather. *Prays*

And I'm sick people :( Mad fever, mad flu (not swine flu, I hope), etc. Anyway, I have nothing to blog yet as of now. I've turned into a hermit crab cum nerd. Stay at home is what I do best -.-

Anyway, since a certain someone *ahem* says I don't update, and is resorting to backslide, I shall do my part to not become the source of his backsliding lol.

Today's topic would be, *jeng jeng jeng*- "Your favorite Disney character."

I have a few lah okay, but these are the few that I superdupertrooper love.



Mushu
Who doesn't love Mushu? Eddie Murphy was even the voice actor! Gawd, he's just hillarious.

Some of my favorite quotes:
"My powers are beyond your mortal imagination!"
"Loser.....? How bout if I pop one of your antenna's off!"
"My eyes can see straight through your armor."
"My little baby off to destroy people"
"I....ring the gong...."
"CHICKEN BOY!?! Say that to my face, ya limp noodle!!!"
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How can someone not love this guy's humor? It's adorable :D
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Mulan
Okay, I have a confession to make. I've probably watched this movie like 20 times? And somehow I never get bored of it, (though I can sort of memorize the dialogues already). Man, I need more movies like this. Inspirational, oriental, funny, just plain awesome-lah.
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Look at my reflection; who's that girl?
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Genie from "Aladdin"
I have not watched Aladdin since I was little, but I vaguely remember the movie :) In fact, I have the whole series, I think. I just know that he's pretty lame, and blue :D Love his hair sticking outta his head though, hehe.
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Genie sunbathing!
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Stitch from "Lilo & Stitch"
Cute!
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Sometimes Stitch reminds me of me. His mischief, his blabbering in godknows what gibberish, and his sudden act of affection/kindness. He reminds me of how random I can be :) So, Stitch, you and I could sooo be BFFs, lol.
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I found this, and thought it was very warm.
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Rhino from "Bolt"
Need I say more? :D
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He's super funny, lame, obsessive; just plain hillarious. Not to mention fat and fluffy! I'm your #1 fan!! :DD Arghh, I just wannapinchyourcheeks!
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& they lived happily ever after.
The end.

I know it's a super lame post okay, but I love it! :) Disney characters make my days. Those of you who knows very little of me, would now know that I'm a kid at heart.

*random*
I saw some ad in pyramid which wrote:
"Belly fat, belly flat."

Try saying that repeatedly,
Belly fat, belly flat, belly fat, belly flat, belly fat, belly flat, belly fat, belly flat, belly fat, belly flat, belly fat, belly flat, belly fat, belly flat, belly fat, belly flat, belly fat, belly fat, belly fat, belly fat, belly fat, belifad, belifad, belifad, belifad, blefe, blefe, blefe, blefe... er, okay.

Goodnight humanoids :)