Lovely memories without faces.


In a few hours time I'll be off to Singapore :)

I feel excited, but flooded with anxiety as well. Hopefully all goes well for everyone who's going. Oh, not to mention the agonizing bus ride that I'll be experiencing! Thumbs down for motion sickness :(
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Oh well, on another note, C3 came to City Harvest today :D

They were awesome and I had a front row view of the whole performance. Vibrations that leaves your body shaken even hours after the concert; it was just enlightening. Awesome performance, and they're kind of cute ;p
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Before I leave, 300km away from home, I feel the need to dig up the time capsule.

I miss:

This; the tranquil panorama.
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The moment that nearly went into sexy mode.
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Many kisses exchanged ;)
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The once in a lifetime delicacy :)
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I miss you, bear.

Waiting within the hour seems so long, and agonizing; but the more I think about it, the more emotions engulf my soul.

God, please make me feel good and not kill myself.

To end it, I pray for a safe journey, fun moments with brothers and sisters, an awesome performance, to shake Pastor Kong's hand again, to inspire the crowd and last but not least, to have a good time. I also pray for my sanity, and competence, in surviving emotional traumas. Father Lord, please hear me out :)

In Jesus name,
Amen.

Distinguished fears.

Who would have known,
The sound of shattered glasses,
Who would have known,
The silent tears,
Who would have known,
Your subtlety,
Who would have known-
Only me.
Shadows are gray,
But yours is black,
Night is dark,
But yours only dimmed,
My heart darkened,
But yours deepened,
My words sharpened,
But yours silenced;Where art thou,
You, whom I knew;
You, whom I sought;
You who taught me colors,
Colored me blind.

Crusader, crusader,
Knight shinning in silver,
Knight, oh! knight,
Coated in armor,
The war we fought,
No longer significant,Sentiments laid;
Courage left aside;
Judgements, you decide;
Maiden, oh, maiden,
Why do you abide?

Words describe not this anguish,
Comfort her you cannot,
Your maiden heart aches,
She cringes at the thought of reasons,
Eradicating the weeds you planted,
Contemplating justice,
Contemplating choice,
Contemplating love.
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In the end, I only smiled because of you.

... this formidable love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNIE BOY :D


BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BOY already lah, (17 right ;p)

Anyway, just a BIG shout-out to you;

Here's a poem dedicated to you;

Use your talent,
Demand its challenge,
Grasp it proudly,
But with an open heart.

The day will come,
Patience, little one,
He knows its your call,
Just make it through; give it your all.

:)

Have a great one. Gonna see you in church until I'm sick of you! :P

P.S: Nola, I'm not so bad kay :]

Fast forward:-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA P'NG JIN LI :D

I know your birthday is on the 7th, but since I didn't get to call you at 12am, I succumbed to this. Wishing you on the net, a day before! (bangga)

I haven't seen you in a while, but I hope you still remember the good times we had as a kid. You were my soulmate, my shoulder, my sister, my best friend. Remember that one time I actually came to your house at 6 blardy am in the morning just to watch a movie. Remember our first meeting was through skating? Sigh, I miss those fun childish times. It's sad that our pathways are now separated. Nonetheless! I only stay like a few houses away from yours lah.

Have a great one, I know you will. Don't party too hard :)

Love ya babe, xo.