Tuesday, May 22, 2007

True sacrifices; need not be emphasized.


Class was fun =) Kobayakawa sensei was funny, and I felt that the class was getting more and more interesting. Luckily, today we learnt 2 new forms and I thought it was moderately difficult. But that's okay, the more challenge, the more satisfaction I get out of achieving it in the end ;) Jeng jeng, saw Neal @ ICLS too!
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Went to PAWS today: was smaller than I expected, and I didn't know they don't accept volunteers under the age of 16. But if you have your guardian there with you at all times, it's fine with them. I signed my form and probably would get to work sometime this week :) I saw cutesy cutesy puppykins and kittikins. Awww... heart melting to see some of them in a scared + sickly kinda condition. Poor thangs`.
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Oh, I'm hating the weather with every minute passed. Freakin` humid inside out. Do you think that air cond would solve everythin`? No -.-" unless you have one mini air cond attached to your body at all times,then probably yeah. Argh; I, for one who doesn't like to bathe in cold water could seriously take a dip in a bathtub filled with ice water. Raging weather = annoyed chocolattes.
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Mmkay, I'm too layzee to type nething nemore. Uhm, when I find another more boring day, I'd post somethin` more worth readin`. Kay, kay, kay, kay! :p kay la *puppy eyes*

"Everyday with more worries, more 'keepin you on your feet' moments, kind of gets stressful after a while. Bear with it, I may, it still hasn't gone away. . ." - crappin`

Moi & buzzkins (sounds like baskin robbins) haha.
*::..You, who makes my heart flutter at the sound of your heart beating for me.
I, who could have done the same, if not for the complications..::*
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Unspoken actions.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Commitments; complications.


Whispers in my ears;

The words that I held dear,
The words that you expressed,
To whom; in my eyes, isn't clear.

I could think the good,
`twas to me; it should,
But yet, hearing it from you,
Instead of leading on clues-
That alone, erases my painful blues.


"The words that I lay out blatantly honest, holds truth behind them that people cannot come to face with".
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MU lost. But it was a good loss I guess. They didn't like lose to some lame ass unseeded lousy team. And I thought they were going to conclude in a penalty shoot out. Sigh, sigh, sigh. Never get your hopes too high.

Oh well, the games over. 1-0. Kay, congrats to Chelsea and MU for such an entertaining match. But coz MU didn't win... I have nothing to hype about here! neh neh neh boo boo. Kay, I'm being lame. Nothing to see here :p
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Are you patient with kids? Are you capable of communicating with them in 'baby' language? Hohoho, that's what I tried today. Teaching kids to draw and color using pastel, talking to them in baby language *cries*, sing songs, eat snacks, and smile like no one's business.

Tiring work, but it's kinda fun after a while. Not easy babysitting kids aged from 2-4yrs of age. The next time I do that, I'll post some pics :p cutesy cutesy lil mischievious tots. Everyone goes... "awww".

I was mentally worn out after 4 hours (which seemed like 24 hours), that I came home and snoozed -.-" But it's such an achievement... coz now they call me Teacher Sarah. HAHAHA *rofl*
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Do I look like a streetfighter character? -.-" I went to buy a choc sundae in McDs and while waiting for my yummy dessert, the supervisor came up to me and pointed "Looks like the streetfighter girl.. what's her name?" Then every attendant and some customers smiled and laughed, and I stood there and blush.

I guess anime character iz me. Noooo, cannot!

*exasperates* nyak nyak, sked right. You better not say those ^ in front of me arh *grin*

<3s buzzkins.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Painstakingly beautiful.


"A simple loving gesture, puts me to sleep soundly."
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Sorry la, for not updatin`much. I've been busy, tired and uninspired to write somethin`witty, gritty, shitty or cheeky, or -.-" somethin.

Actually, I have lotsa things to blog about one. But see, that's only when I have no access to the internet; I tend to forget after 10 mins. I can't write them down fast enough, so... you can't said I didn't try. haha. Nolar, who am I kiddin`?

Next time if I do have somethin`to write bout, I'll do it. For now, a lot of things are fallin` into place, so I'm a lil more bizziiiee.

Kay la ;) I'll stop here first. Got pics to update, but just lazy to upload them. If I have the mood to upload them, I will. Till then, just wait la haha. :p

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私の日本のクラスは始まった。再度つかまえることは困難である。しかし常にのように、私は全力を尽す!


Before I slept; 私はちょうどあなたの私の貴重におやすみなさい言いたいと思う。

*xoxo*

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Great minds in Edisons

Great minds exists in Treasure Hunts!


On the 13th of May, Edison Explorers, creator, Amy Delph organized this fun event for kids and adults. She named it 'Treasure hunting' but it really felt like 'The Amazing Race, TTDI'. I was one of her marshals to give out clues to the teams that were participating, at a certain meeting point. Daniel was my partner in crime. Let me tell you what fun we endured.
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The big hall at W.I.M where the teams gathered, and reassembled.
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The race began at 2.10pm. We, marshals were already at the meeting point. But Daniel and I, the 2 idiots who went to the wrong point. Miraculously, this team found us !

Introducing, Team Impossible!
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They are so funny. Asking us to take their pics while they pose willingly for us! haha
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Workin` hard on their puzzle.
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It was half an hour later that we realized we were at the wrong point! So sorry ppl! :p
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You see them swarmin` to get clues! All the hands grabbin`!
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Those who were eagerly awaitin` their turn :)
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After the first hour, we didn't even have time to take pics. Not enough hands to go around. And I think I was bounded by my guilt as well. Anyway, it has passed. I've learnt from it. So next time I'll do much better =) By the time we knew it, it was already 5pm! Time to head back to the assembly point ;)
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Everyone anticipating what was to come! *Ohhhhh, so much tension all around!
To Aunty Sweebin's Team Vegetable Blah, I'm sooooo sorry! Until now, I still feel a bit guilty for ur loss caused by us!
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Of course, there was a prize givin` ceremony :) The small boi so kiut la :p
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All in all, `twas a great day. Learnin` experience and of course much fun. In this event, I've learnt how to do work more efficiently, not lettin` panic take over, question all the bad 'ifs' that might happen to a more detailed level and most of all to communicate with people you don't know :)


Edison Explorers is a critical and creative thinking class for children aged between 7-12 yrs old. It is located in Taman Tun Doktor Ismail. If you want to know more e-mail your enquiries to amyjdelph[at]gmail[dot]com!

Monday, May 14, 2007

Behold!


Went all the way to Cheras to collect these today :) Black and white supports with crystals and sparkling star designs; velvet ankle guard; suede base! w00t! Let them pics tell the story ;)
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Reflection.
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Toesies toesies, I see you :)
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Actually, still feels kinda tight at the toes area. `coz it's new! Bear with it lor :p
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Was tryin` to make it look like those shop displays, but tak jadi. Nehmind la ;)
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It's for bootyshakin` btw :) Not outing shoes +_+

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Anyway, today, while eating a late lunch with my fam @ ss2, I saw a storm. Lightning which struck, alerted many car alarms; saw winds blowin` trees sideways; some billboards about to take off into the sky and some young trees that were broken into half. Quite a storm I'd say, never seen one as agressive as today. Luckily, it stopped when we finished eating :p

Toodlas ;)
Mama, I love yew.

Okasan,

You have always drilled in me the values of surviving in life. With much experience from your age (not sayin`ure old!), it has always had truth in the wisdom you shared. Though times have changed, to a more open-minded and modern thinking society, you have always stuck to what's real.

You have lifted me up high above; telling me that one day I would become a musician. You have said to me how much of a dramaqueen I am. You have told me that I was puttin` on weight once upon a time. You stood by my side, not panicking when the first flows of PMS occured. You have let me live a luxurious life, full of challenges and indulgence. You have always told me how to make my decisions. You were the first one I told about relationship issues. You were the first person to see my suicidal marks. You were the one that cried when I told you I wasn't happy being homeschooled. You were the one who liked to tease my flaws in front of people. You could have been my bestest friend, but you I chose for you to stay my mom. `coz being my best friend would have given you more stress haha.

I just want to wish you Happy Mother's Day. For all the times I stressed you out to the brim of your eyeballs, today was the day I compensated it all. Ahahahhaa :p <3>

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Dedications.


Hey there sleeping bee,
Just a curious inquisition,
Sorry I woke you from your comfortable sensation;
Just a small little question,
Can you remember that December?
The many things that happened,
The thoughtful acts that mattered,
Everythin` I love, You remembered;
"You love me most right?!" you mentioned,
You made me happy; released the tensions,
We were reachin` our highest calibre,
So for now, am I supposed to act like it has all disappeared?

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Beebuzzbazbee,

A code which only you can break. Your attempts to make me smile, always seem so sincere, yet I feel the opposite at times knowin` that behind the scenes, another world existed. One without much of me.

Initiate, is the only thing I have always expected. To initiate the good, the love, sincerity and honesty. To doubt is only a drawback that gets in the way when the connection and trust aren't at par. I hide nothing only to allow you to understand my vulneratbilities in my eyes.

Despite that, it has always been fun. To talk, tease and say cheese :) I give you the benefit of the doubt; close one eye and believe that you are what you say you are.

Today, marks a special day. Mother's Day and also another special moment. People can take a guess, but never will they know the magic and romance that roams around today. To believe is all I can do. Betray not this part of me.

Your smile, goofiness, fun personality, undeniably considerate heart and intense arguements defines your sharpest characteristics. 10:10 was the time. Do you still remember ?. . .

Lurvesonlyu,
Me <3>
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Saturday, May 12, 2007

HTML makes you stim.

HTML makes you stim.

Hell yeah, stim
stress.

W00t! HTML is a quarter conquered by the noob com user. Me. Lol. Crammed 2 hours of reading all that computer lingo shizz and did my thang. I'll continue to modify it until I'm satisfied. So, if it isn't appealing to you people, don't complain here. I'm doin`muh best to make it work ;)

Anyway, today is me papa`s otanjoubi. Otanjoubi ni omedetou gozaimasu papa =)

Let me tell you what I was up to:

*Despite comin` back @3 last night, I woke up at 7.30am and cooked pasta and cut fruits for my dad. Mom was in this whole conspiracy as well. She was to keep him up in the room until 9am. Which unfortunately didn't happen... because they came down 40 mins late. Hohoho.

The story starts here...

My bro and I were plannin` all these strategies about what to do to my parents (yes, mom included of course ). One was a kidnapping scene; hands up, freeze and all that. Then there was this act where we'd barge into their room; catchin` them unprepared and blindfold them down.

In the end, we decided to blindfold them. But like I said above, they made their red carpet entrance 40 mins late. A classic mistake of being fashionably late. Why mistake? Because my brother and I were sitting at the stairs with NO ventilation. We were practically sufferin` in the sauna like atmosphere.

We had wine glasses displayed with the oh so great pasta dish. When they finally made their sloppy entrance (just woke up mah), we took them by suprise and blindfolded them. Mom and dad wore specs so they whinned about havin` them taken off, etc. Then we led them slowly to the dining hall and made sure they had their noses blocked (the pasta's scent was alluringly delicious mmkay!).

They sat down and then we gave them the 'go' sign. They opened their blindfolds and gaped. The first thing that came to muh mind was to ask my dad "Did you expect this?". He said no. That's all I needed to hear. All 4 of us looked at the pasta. After several seconds my mom broke the silence; "we're eating THIS much for breakfast?!". Lol. Classic la.

After the food, I brought out the "jambu air" that I had cut. Everything was perfect :)

I K.O-ed after 10am. Sorry man, I slept at 3.30am mind you.
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Anyway, Dad, although you are very conservative, although you banned me from wearing minis, although you like to imitate my puppish voice, like to tease me, like to laugh at me, you scold me, you make me sit still for 3 hour lectures... I still wub yew =)

Happy 21+++ Birthday Daddikins ! and a special shoutout to Vonne as well. Happy Birthday babes! See yew tmr =)

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Oops I did it again.

Holla, chicas, seniore, senioritas.

So I did say that I 'might' post up a pic post today but sorry to tell you that my outing was postphoned till next Wed :) Just bear with it la mmkay.

Today, was cloudy, cool, and dark. Well, that's in the morn. So nice to stay in bed; so comfortable. But came noon` it was more humid and hot.

Class was cancelled due to a flu my teach caught. Hope you get well soon Miss Amy!
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American Idol has 4 contestants left. Ohoho, I'm having a hard time choosin` who should go home. But I root for Jordin Sparks =)
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Imma gettin` new salsa shoes. Custom made yo`; by next Mon. Though, the design is still elementary, it'll be more elaborate as I pursue further ;)
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Ahh ~ That's it la actually. Oh, I got a question. Can you make a crossword puzzle design using Mircrosoft Powerpoint? *I can* Wahahaha. eleh :p

w00t, I think I'm done rambling here. Erh, mmkay. Bai bai =)
Mwachs xoxxo buzz ;)

Feelings that intrudes the peace at night

Sorry for not updating much.

Been stagnant in my thoughts lately and it still is at the moment.

But, goodie for those who will pop by muh blog tmr coz I 'might' update with some pic posts ;)

Worry not, I'm not dead. I'm just feelin` a lil outta place.

Endorphines are in need but they're just not enough.

Sigh, sigh, sigh.

Make me laugh like everythin`s alrite; let me feel the warmth that flows out of believable words; let me feel safe in that tight embrace; let me think no more when I sleep. Let me.

Tonight I go to sleep with a confused and negative state of mind, but tomorrow, I'll forget and know that I'm fine.
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"Fainting spells please don't occur to me tomoro."

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Foursome

Don't mind the obscene title. Anyway, I was out for a bit, to have dinner and I thought we were going to Dota. Unfrotunately, Jon was running away from guild members because he did a crime. *evil grin* Jeng,jeng,jeng!

I had my dinner- Nasi Lemak. Scrumptious because I was dead hungry :( Then we drove all the way to ss2, PJ to eat... A&W -.- `twas so retarded that we laughed in the car. It was my first time seeing a "drive thru" which wasn't a drive thru. They service you while you're in your car, and I was suprised. So I kept asking questions like "How are they going to tapao the waffle ice-cream thing?" No one heard me :(

Then later on, they told me that we were 'eating there'- in the car. I was like "whoaaa! kay kay cool!" The boys were being boys talking about all the horny stuff they can think of. I had a hard time keepin` up but it was all good ;)

After getting our sugar dose, we went back to ss15. *Tw said: Wtf?! come all the way to ss2 to eat A&W?* Then he char dou himself there. Lol.

We weren't satisfied that the 'lok lok' stand wasn't open, so Jon suggested to go to Taipan. They found their heaven and started eating AGAIN!
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Tw and Alon, discussing 'business'.
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Jon gettin` down doin` his thang. Lol see how frightened tw was xD
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Yummy~
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This alon keep tryin` to take my pic! Shoo shoo! Lol I gotcha first ;)
Digital cam > ur phone! Ownage!
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And in the night, the foursome went to the park...
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Woot! I'm Jane, where's my Tarzan ?
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And the night wouldn't end nicely with smiles from closest friends ;)
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Thx for bringin`me out :) Oh, next time, plan some kewl activities la! Then I'll get to post more pics! ;p Muahahah. Oh one more thing; don't smoke so much la puhweez.

Friday, May 04, 2007

When all fails; smile.

Okay, so it's been a while since I've cam-ho-ed. I think it was after Spiderman3. During the night, when I couldn't get my ass up to bed. I think I was hyper...yeah. Hyper.
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Uhhhm.. Yeh. Alrite, moving on...
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Actually, I was rolling on the floor before I took this shot. The cold, cool floor.
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Lol, yes no doubt this is me. I think it was my last shot. Like "It's a wrap!" -.-" I feel like a dumbass now.
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Yeah, I know it's a bit dark here. If your eyes aren't working for ya; I'm sulking in this pic. Just so you know ;) Lol.
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Clever me. Taking pics in the dark. W00t. I think I underestimated my cam -.-
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Cheese to buzz ;)
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These few days were hawt hawt hawt hawt! I don't even dare to step outta my house. Freakin` hot mmkay. I think without suntan lotion, you'll come back cooked. But, of course, I don't want it to rain! It's so gloomy when it rains in the evening. At night, you can rain all you want! Lol :p

P.s: Actually got more one, but I don't feel like posting too many. Haha. Another time perhaps =P

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Chotto matte kure ;)

Sorry chics and hunks for the lack of postings. I'm sure you won't want to know about my boring exciting orgasmic life. Lol. But anyway, I'll post up a pic post next, just an "advertisment" to entertain ya'll first kay ;)
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And of course, it is about ME again. Hahaha :p

5 random things that has happened to me but you didn't know:
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1. I've got stopped by a matsalleh tourist who wanted to take a pic with me. (Soo, awkward I tell you)
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2. I fell flat faced on the ice rink before; just right after my mom asked me to put on gloves. (I deserved it, seriously)
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3. I saw a man in the womens' bathroom @my club. I came out only with a towel wrapped around me. (I told security)
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4. I thought it was funny to play with the stapler, so I pressed it down while my thumb was at the receving end. (Pure dumbshit)
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5. I once saw a HUGE-BROWN-spider after getting into a toilet cubicle. As in HUGE. Did I mention HUGEEE?! I was shocked and probably didnt budge for 10 minutes. I was on the verge on crying; I cried "Help me", and a woman heard me. She came to my rescue. (I was so embarassed after)
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Anyway, I know it's not much of a post -.- But still, bear with me till tomorrow comes. ehehe ;)
OH daeyum, ManU lost 3-0 :(

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Spiderman 3

Fucking Awesome. Nuff said.

I'm not good and thorough on reviewing stuff so I'll just post it moi way ;)

I won't post spoiler la! Don't be afraid to readddd =P

Anyway, I was out @ Cineleisure, The Curve. First timer entering cinemas there. But zOMG, I forgotten to bring moi cam. Therefore, no cammie pics of humans! *evil laughter*

The entrance there is quite nice. Neon lights all around. There was actually this long leather sofa, that you could sit on if you were waiting for people, food or humans. Lol. Is the cinema actually at lvl 9? I seriously don't know. Some people seem to say it is. Anyone can get it right for me? :P

So, back to spiderman 3. It's soooooooo awesome! Sound effects- magnifique! Cinematography- A bit jerky, forwarding the action too fast sometimes, but still awesome! Suspensed, you would get, if you hadn't read the comics before. Love story- Ahaha. Go watch it yourself ;) Moral- Plenty.

I had a headache before I went. But when the show started...Whoa! Can stim la I tell you. Lol wtf. I didn't buy any foodstuff in and yet I was well entertained. Better still, my headache DISAPPEARED! +_+

So, get your asses out from the comforts of home and get yourself a ticket to a show worthy of RM11! Har har har. *Though, I got it for free!* muahahaha. Watch it, enjoy it and come back with your adrenalin still pumpin!

Though, please don't get carried away. My friend who watched it with me, became a Spiderman wannabe after the movie.

*Starts to produce sound effects from mouth, pointing invisible webs here and there, and poses, Ooh My Gawd @@*

Haha, just kidding. All in all, I rate this show a worthy 9/10. Reason: It kept me to my chair, and I didn't yawn. rofl ;p
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Romance is creative. (See the web hammock they're on)
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Your friendly neighborhood Spidey :)
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Wahahah! Makes you want to know what happens don't it? :D Gogogo, I urge you to watch this show.
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WARNING: Spoiler.
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HAHAHAHA! Just kidding. I'm not that mean :p